Ridiculousity

You know, I am not even sure if ridiculousity is a real word, but it essentially sums up my day. Actually, it about sums up the entire high school experience...anyways, for those of you looking at this negatively, I could very well be trying to construe it in the most positively mega-awesome way ever, and for those of you looking at it in a positive light, you optimism is probably vaguely annoying to some people. Just saying. Thought that you should know. This word that I just made up could go in either direction...which is the same way people are, coincidentally. Anyone and anything could go either way depending upon the situation they are in as well as the person who is looking at the situation. It shows that there are two sides to everything and the world is multi-faceted, one just must dig past the gritty outside layer that seems to encase all. Wow, deep stuff for not meaning to even write today. Definitely not the direction I was going for. Or maybe it was all along and I just did not realize it. Hmmm..interesting. Maybe all the unnecessary technology in my life right now is not such an awful thing after all. Time will tell.
Reading over what I have just wrote it would appear that I am continuously digressing and as a matter of fact I am unable to recall what I had in mind to write when I first sat down at this computer. How tragic. For all the world could have known it might have been an awe-inspring Noble Prize winning piece, but it is lost forever inside my brain. Probably not, but the remote, microcosmic possibility is still there! Which is currently numb from the school day. Can your brain even be numb? If you were to inject your brain with novacaine, what would happen? Instant death or a zombie-like state? If it were the zombie-like state, people could get novacaine injected into their brains for realistic Halloween costumes. I might pursue that idea and make millions.
This has been word vomit to the max. And for those who actually choose to read this, I apologize. I am honest to goodness not this strange in real life.